6. Soma
I wake up to a pierc­ing pain in my head. Parched lips. Arms pinned to the cold sandy ground. Caked-over eyes slowly crack open only to reveal black­ness.

 

What­ever is hold­ing me down is pressed over my whole torso.

I squirm. The weight is sur­pris­ingly soft and warm.

 

The weight snores.

It’s Kiddu. Lying com­pletely on top of me. Her arms and legs are half-coiled around my body.

I squirm again and she slides off to the side.

I sit up. We’re in a tent. The wind out­side sighs against lightly flap­ping can­vas. Through an open­ing I see a faint tri­an­gle of starlight.

I grope in the dark­ness, feel the wooden tent­pole, a bun­dle of robes spread out for bed­ding. A cold breeze blows in and fresh­ens up my sweaty face. My head aches and throbs. I feel drained, a dried out piece of meat.

From out­side, muf­fled voices.

“Mujasha­triya, princess—the pris­on­ers are sleep­ing.”

“Thank you, Hat­van.”

Pris­on­ers?

 

I lay back down quick, winc­ing as my sore head hits the makeshift pil­low. I pre­tend to sleep. Silently I curse myself. I should have known they were lying! Of course they would treat me as a hostage, even after all that hap­pened.

Two fig­ures duck in through the tent flap. Soft foot­steps in the sand next to my head. A trickle of liq­uid.

“As I was say­ing, sis­ter.” It’s Jaruna’s voice. “You give Father far more credit than he deserves. He is a stu­pid old man. Only Yustira knows about it—and per­haps Bihima, but if Bihima knows I doubt he cares.”

“I find it hard to believe that Yustira, of all peo­ple, has not told Father.”

“Much has hap­pened since you left, Ayan. Father and our elder brother are … truly I tell you, they are like two scor­pi­ons danc­ing with each other.”

“How poetic you have become, lit­tle brother.”

“But it has noth­ing to do with what you did.”

Sud­denly there’s a sop­ping wet cloth on my mouth. Water drib­bles down my throat.

I start cough­ing.

“At last!” says Jaruna. “He is awake.”

I try not to stir. Keep my eyes squeezed shut.

“Are you awake?” Jaruna says. “Gil?”

“Per­haps you should give him some more.”

Jaruna tilts a flask towards my lips and the smell hits me well before the liq­uid does—an unc­tu­ous earthy stench that burns my nos­trils like fire. I burst up from the ground cough­ing and gag­ging.

“Don’t drug me!” I say. “You said I wasn’t a hostage, you said—”

 

Dizzy, dizzy … I have to lean on an elbow, still half-lying on the ground.

“Calm down, Gil,” Jaruna says. “Please let us explain.”

My vision slowly comes into focus and I can see the two of them now, the mys­tic and his sis­ter. They’re illu­mi­nated by a strange, softly glow­ing yel­low light. It emanates from a round stone that Ayan holds in both hands.

“He must have over­heard Hat­van,” the princess says. “Gil, you must trust me. You are not our pris­oner. But for some mys­te­ri­ous rea­son, and per­haps only Asham in the high­est heaven knows why, my brother saw fit to tell every­one here that you are, so—”

“I had to tell them some­thing, sis­ter! As if they would have believed your story for bring­ing them along.”

Ayan sighs loudly, her veil puff­ing out and then back in.

“Where are we?” I ask. “What hap­pened? Some­one hit me over the head—”

“We are camped on the cusp of the Dranim Erg,” says Jaruna, “about thirty miles east of Libri. We had to march night and day to put enough dis­tance between us and the Empire.”

“I am sorry for what hap­pened to you,” Ayan says. “But you can­not blame your attacker for his hatred. The Azkazraj Tribe has been liv­ing under bru­tal occu­pa­tion for more than fifty years. It is unfor­tu­nate that one of them took out his hatred on you.”

Unfor­tu­nate,” I say. I feel the back of my head and wince as my fin­gers run over a large bump.

Jaruna hands me his flask. Even from a dis­tance my eyes water from the smell.

“Drink this. It will help with the pain,” he says. “But only a small sip!”

I tilt the flask to my lips.

 

I gag and spit it out in a fine spray. Eyes tear up, pain throbs harder.

“Yes, I see,” the mys­tic says. “You must try squeez­ing your nose shut as you drink.”

That does the trick. The liq­uid burns down my throat and feels hot in my stom­ach. Soon after I swal­low, though, the pain dulls a lit­tle. Jaruna takes the flask, smil­ing.

“That’s dis­gust­ing,” I say.

“It is soma. Do the Akka­di­ans not tell of soma?”

Now that I think of it, the liq­uid did smell awfully famil­iar. “It’s just soma?

“Aha!” Jaruna says. “So you know of the holy drink?”

“Um. I would say that Kiddu knows more about it than me.” I don’t think she real­ized it was holy when she took it with my room­mates last year. I, of course, did not par­take.

Kiddu has taken the soma!?” You’d think she’d stop being shocked by our Akka­dian ways by now, but no. Kiddu snores again, an obliv­i­ous lump on the sand.

“Per­haps we should go out­side and get you some fresh air,” says Jaruna. “The stars are quite beau­ti­ful tonight.”